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Post by Shadyreaper on Jun 9, 2017 13:25:33 GMT -5
I just want to apologize to everyone but I cant stay here any longer you have been a great bunch to work with and be friends with but I cant have a fellow teammate disrespect me multiple times I fight with bipolar depression everyday and PTSDs and I have tired not to let it effect me but it really gets to me sometimes and there are days when the littlest things set me off and the other day was one of those if I have disrespected anyone in any way I am sorry for that I really didnt mean it you guys have been really good to me esp guys like Scott , Jon and Brad I thank you 3 for all your help in the past Pete thank you for all your tips you have given me over the last year I am leaving because I feel like one day I might be set off in the wrong way and say something mean or hateful or do something stupid to myself because of the depression and PTSDs I fight with everyday I really am sorry and I hope all of you can forgive me for leaving the team I never meant for it to end like this I wanted to spend the rest of my OC days with you guys but Im afraid that I might be set off in the wrong way
Sincerely
Jason (Aka Shady)
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Post by funsoul on Jun 9, 2017 15:57:03 GMT -5
Hey Jason! Dude...that sucks man. It's tough for me to imagine what you're going through with depression and PTSD Jason. I was honestly not offended by your posts and should have spoken up as soon as I saw them...apologies for not saying something. Never, ever like to see anyone leave anywhere or anything they enjoy due to a feather ruffling I'm not trying to make light of your situation or anything that's gone on...just hoping that you relax, cool off a bit and reconsider. Even with family, dustups, unkind words and hurt feelings are bound to occur (with 3 brothers, I can certainly tell you we've had many, MANY rough patches). You've got a great team with a lot of really cool people here. Just because you get into it with one person or another from time to time, would hate to see you leave. Just my $0.02 Wishing you well! -Stefan
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Post by Macsbeach98 on Jun 9, 2017 17:23:04 GMT -5
Shady I am sorry to hear about your illness take care of yourself. It is sad that you feel you have to leave but if you must I am sure you will find another good team to join there are plenty of teams out there. I wish you all the best in your future Overclocking endeavers
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Post by Mr.Scott on Jun 9, 2017 17:53:01 GMT -5
Honestly, It doesn't have to be this way. Best wishes where ever you land. You know where to find me if you have a change of heart.
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Post by ShrimpBrime on Jun 10, 2017 0:33:15 GMT -5
Good luck on Pure.
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Post by ozz on Jun 10, 2017 1:13:19 GMT -5
i tried, to apologize. next time I will try and be more professional when posting on my forum's public threads. good luck shady , i wish you the best mate
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Post by ShrimpBrime on Jun 10, 2017 11:23:00 GMT -5
Shane check your PM box BEFORE you make another post please.
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Post by kotori on Jun 10, 2017 20:21:09 GMT -5
I don't know what happened but Shady I regret that I could not help you even a bit, I was also depression until 19~27 years old, I wasted a lot of chance for my life by myself and I was like a different person from the past at that time, I hope Shady will overcome depression and PTSD. Surely!
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Post by Vinster on Jun 11, 2017 11:17:43 GMT -5
Sad that's it's going this way. maybe just a break is what is needed. it would be sad to lose a personality such as yours from this team. please stop by as you see fit. I can't speak for the others but I will miss our banter and conversations that have not yet transpired.
Vin
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